I'm sorry but I just can't do it anymore. I can't keep letting you
think that it's alright for you to waltz in and out of my life when it's
convenient for you. It's just not right, and it hurts so much. It's like
this never-ending cycle. You brush me off, make me feel like such
a fool for caring. And then you come right back and well.. I welcome
you with open arms. And I'm so sick of this continuous hurting and the
fact that you keep getting whatever it is that you want while I'm stuck
here in a place I don't want to be. Trying to hold it in but losing it and
finding myself a crying mess in front of the people I care most about.
It's pathetic. I only ever had half of you, less even, so I guess I'll cope.

- I go by Alli