day one; 10 things to 10 people

1. I hate that i embarrassed myself for so many months when i should of never said a word to you.
2. I'm really hoping you arent too out of my league, because i really like you
3. I'm sorry i lose my temper at you, i really do love you so much and appreciate everything you do for me.
4. I feel bad that you have to be so lonely all the time.
5. I dont want you to make stupid decisions. I know it's how you cope with everything thats happened, but you're really starting to worry me.
6. I'm sorry for ruining our friendship and hurting you so much without even really realizing it.
7. I wish i could've spent one last day with you, and that i didnt cry when you passed.
8. I hate that we're so mean to eachother, i wish we had one of those really close bonds like other sisters do.
9. I wish i could like you the way you like me, but i just cant get myself to.
10. Why dont you ever make an effort to see me anymore? It hurts more than you even realize.

Understand that you are not condemned to being stuck in your past. Sure, that's part of you, and maybe it even helps define you and inspire you. But it's entirely up to you whether your past acts as an anchor or a launch pad. So what are you waiting for? Fly.

hello hello, i dont know why you say goodbye i say hello

"My feelings just changed. I had been waiting for you to realize you couldn't go another day without me. I had played out every excuse you could have had for putting all that time between us. Missing you had become second nature to me. And somewhere in the last few months, when i never got that phone call, and you never showed up at my window, and we never ran into each other, i just stopped feeling like i needed you so much."